I am a man blessed
to know someone so close to Jesus that he burns with His light. This an is a man after God's own heart. This
man is the second most amazing and unique person I know, second to my
savior. This man took a hammer and chisel, and carved value into my
life. He taught me to live my life in a way that asks a question that
demands an answer. He taught me that perfect people don't need
Christ, and that everyone does. He has, on multiple occasions,
uprooted my misconceptions with the simplest truths. I had been
aimless before, unsure of my place in the Book of Life, and he
grabbed me and showed me my gifts, my passions. He has also been a
great friend, confidant, mentor, leader, and father. He is a man
about whom I will ponder even to my dying day.
This man announced
he is leaving my life today. I’m not sure what he was expecting,
but he said he wasn't expecting the applause we gave him. I knew for
a fact that God had, has, and will have the most incredible life
planned for him, and I want for nothing else but to follow in his
footsteps, to learn everything he does, to follow him, and be his
disciple.
Sadly, I am being
called to another channel in the road of life. I find it no
coincidence that God decided for this man to be called to move on as
I am graduating, along with many of my teachers. This month has
thrown much change at my life, and I feel that God means to tell me
that my roads are not to be always set in stone. My foundations on
this earth have shifted slightly, and it disconcerts me just as
slightly. I have a foundation made of God, though, working through
this man to fortify said structure.
This farewell to
this man is not, to me, a final goodbye. I have a feeling, call it
divine intuition, that God will send the threads of our lives out,
curving back to meet each other in a fantastic fashion. God's not
done with me, and He's not done with Him. I will pray for this man
every day, anxiously awaiting that moment in days future when we meet
each other again/ When that day comes, I will be able to continue our
relationship of mentor to student, except that I will be able to help
him more greatly, and for this prospect I am humbled and pleased.
This man is my
youth pastor. This man is of Him, and for His glory. This man is
Bobby Musil, and I see only great things in his life. If I had
another year, I'd write down his quotes and commit them to memory.
Remember Bobby, the shadow proves the sunshine. Every day, in every
way. Thank you.
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